How Time Flies

Dear Friend, Monmon's Dad, Mama,

Today is such a busy day. I haven't even noticed that it is already nighttime -- time to hit the notch and fly off to another destination soon. I also did not realize that it was time for me to press some keys and let some people know how I am doing all along. But alas, I guess time really flies so fast today that I am unaware of its repercussions.

First thing in the morning, I got to meet lots of people already to apply for some documents. Well, this must be crazy, for every time I see the hype in the everyday encounters I go into, it just brings me a high. I feel like I am in a world that's up for goodness.

Unfortunately, it's not always the case. But still, I remain hopeful...

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Alright, so Monmon's dad came right through a sleeping stint that was long enough for me but short enough for him who has only a day to spare for a simple nap. I can imagine my baby, with his fresh from the throat voice saying, "Mornin baby..." He is ever so sweet, never failing to greet me with a fresh morning's love. I just am happy with his simple gestures, but yes, still, that is just what I am supposed to feel since we are really far away, far from the reality of kissing and hugging so tight in person.

But I guess that's what true love is about. As long as the love is around, there is no stopping us.

Now, I can just remember how we had this discussion about our long distance relationship and how we are going to survive. It seems impossible, but we are 4 months in this now. This seems to be crazy, but yes, we still are not giving up. I was about to, some weeks ago. I do not know why, but it seems like I lost hope that we are going to get away from that despair or longing.

Again, he never let that happen. Or so I think... I sometimes feel like this is not the right thing to do, but on the other hand, I just know that I have the right to feel this way. And now Monmon's dad just keeps on reminding me that we will soon be out of this dreadful situation. (I just hope so).

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My horoscope today talks about aggression. Well, it might be true, but on the contrary, that must be just how things are today. Or at least, people around me are just so "right," that they feel like they know everything. Or they feel that I did so. But what can I do? I have always been obeying them, and it also gets tiring all along.

Well, not exactly everyday do I get tired like this. Sometimes, I tolerate this. But the nagging in some people just get inside of me and I just wish that I'd soon get the chance to make it out to prove that I can be as independent as one should really be.

This is just so challenging...

~ Monmon's Mom